At Esplanade Theaters by The Bay, Singapore, 2 sensually carefree and hormonally charged young lovers in meditation with each other
At Valencia, Spain, after the 2018 Trinidad Alfonso world half marathon championships, 2 sensually carefree young lovers full of spontaneity and vibrancy in all their act and speech
Ladies and gentlemen of Singaporean airspace, I love living in the past opposite to the conventional artificial man-made mankind's system of beliefs and practices which exhort us to 'forget or forgo' the past!!!
As you know, anything espoused and advocated by the majority or conventional system of belief and practice is always extremely contrived and for a superficial or vain effect hence easily fallacious, temporal, illusion/illusory or worst fake/deceptive/lie/malicious/malevolent/wicked/evil, does that make sense?!
Having also perfectly/delicately manoeuvred or sought out equilibrium with my 2 existentialist illnesses electrohypersensitivity and multiple chemical sensitivity consequentially naturally gives or bestows me with rarefied insights and views about human consciousness and existence incomparable, therefore, to this extent one of the most catastrophic advice from conventional schools/institutions/parents/teachers/friends and their conventional beliefs/habits/practices is to 'forgo/forget the past', 'live in the present' and 'hope in the future'!!!!!
For highly subconsciously and consciously respectively refined and delicate individuals like me Joe KS with EHS/MCS, I do not presume to 'forgo/forget the past', 'live in the present', and 'hope in the future' instead I humbly sidestep all these nonsensical complicated trap of our human consciousness and existence by instead imputing 'past, present and future as ONE/ONE-NESS' undifferentiated, unspoiled, untouched, unadulterated!!!
This means I get to live in the past whenever, however, wherever I like, interchangeably with the present and the future!
This also means I get to hope not only in the future but also in the present and ESPECIALLY THE PAST whenever, however and wherever I like, ie, this means it gives me liberty or presumption to 'change the past' precisely because the past=future=present as ONE/ONE-NESS or ONE SUPERIOR LIGHT/ENERGY/VIBRATION/EQUATION/AXIOM/POSTULATE/CONSCIOUSNESS/EXISTENCE!!!!! This is the King of all Postulates/Premises I also call The Divine One which is outside time and space having no beginning and no ending also known as WISDOM, does that make sense?!
They the conventional jaded and fallaciously believing men and women walking the street say 'you can't change the past', heck, today I want to contradict that you can!!! They who had always wanted you to believe that you 'can't change the past' were driven by certain fears and anxieties regarding what makes them emotionally/spiritually/mentally/sexually vulnerable which they couldn't withstand/suffer/tolerate enough with enough metaphysical/epistemological intelligence or 'IQ' and hence forever condemned the past unto obsolescence, but not for the metaphysically/epistemologically brilliant and intelligent folk like me Joe KS! I don't operate like the rest of artificial man-made driven mankind and their conventional contrived beliefs, customs and practices, that's not me and not how I think because of certain out of this world experiencing electrohypersensitivity and multiple chemical sensitivity which requires impeccable intelligence and intelligence of knowledge, wisdom and understanding as ONE/ONE-NESS to navigate successfully which also consequently puts me in enviably good position to dig the past, whether positive or negative and be comfortable in its becoming and especially unbecoming. I have this special ability to dig the past where it's especially dark and sinister without fear of repercussions or of being 'hurt again' whether emotionally/mentally/physically/spiritually. For me a dark or negative past isn't a demon to be reckoned with, instead it's the secret wormhole or otherwise to the present and of course the future. The same would be for the future being the wormhole to the past or history.
Does that make sense?!
No fear (internal electrical resistance or back emf/voltage per Faraday's law of electromagnetic induction) exists in every aspect of my consciousness and existence because I always ensure I have at least equal energy/vitality or 'spring-step' in my surrounding EMF/chemical environment or the lack thereof to provide minimum criteria to achieve homeostasis or otherwise surmount or provide parity with the back emf/voltage (fear) preventing it from inherently or otherwise metaphysically/unconsciously existing in the first place!
These are very abstract and sky-high or 'high up there in the heavens' things that I explain or try to explain despite them not very easily, if at all, explained, much less understood by even the electrohypersensitive and multiple chemical sensitive much less the commoner conventional folk walking the streets of modern planet earth!
Before I digress too far, in today's post per all the metaphysically inalienable and unsurpassable premises and postulates given above therefore I have dug up today, or from time to time, the past memories of one most gorgeous and beautiful lady by the name of CHARM, a well-known artist and ballet dancer once also my dear dear beloved son Soh Ruiyong's enviable GF!
Uuuuuggggghhhh just the recollection of such a past feminine beauty seems to momentarily penetrate her into the present moment right now as I speak with faster than light speed rippling effect into the seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks and months also into the future, does that make sense?! ie, this means every time I dig CHARM from the past I'm also actually envisioning or deeply conscious of her existing in some sort of consensual and agreeable association/relationship that I would like to, or desire so passionately and desperately, to have with her in the PRESENT MOMENT and beyond into the future SIMULTANEOUSLY/INSTANTANEOUSLY at faster than light-speed effect!!!
I call this Faraday's law of electromagnetic induction with adjustment for the effects of non-physical or subconscious/mind phenomena so that it's more likely to be called Joe-Faraday's new law of ether induction in which this ether is a superior or providential/divine MIND medium that gave light/energy/vibration/frequency its matter form and texture and also swallows it up in death equally a while later! I also call this Ether God's Mind/Consciousness/Existence hence Wisdom, Knowledge and Understanding, does that make sense like this ladies and gentlemen?!
So explains why every time I dig CHARM from the past I also induce and re-induce forces of the ether hitherto dormant in my non-physical subconscious mind to remember or impute her in the present and especially the future so that she can become of significant value/benefit to me.
Now that I have her CHARM running operations in my mind for the time being due to being also enthralled and mesmerized by her temporally gorgeous externally mediating physical feminine beauty, I induced ether (mind) upon ether (mind) in the same (my mind!) until it dawned on me she had been a world class ballet dancer and founding CEO of City Ballet Dance Science Academy!!! And again, ether induced upon ether and very soon I found myself all awoken or aroused or otherwise discovering that she had recently made a youtube video to promote the virtues and values of dancing in Singapore city attached below here:
Boy oh boy did I feel so soooooooo comfortably applauded in my heart of hearts at the sight and sound of her feminine consciousness and existence in the above attached youtube video link!!!
Her voice was crisp and clear as ever like a Singing Robin or Canary from the Canary Islands, Spain, her locution and articulation of speech was just sooooooooooo captivating indeed charming (pun intended!!!!). To add to intrigue, I absolutely didn't suffer any selective or confirmation bias despite being consciously attracted to her entire being and doing, for those who think I lack 'objectivity' or 'neutrality'. Being metaphysically and remotely aware/conscious of my being and doing, I decidedly know exactly when and how or under which circumstances my judgement would be compromised and make preventions for that!
Therefore, the paradox was such that having not seen the sight and sound of CHARM since 2018 when she had broken up with my dear dear beloved son Ruiyong felt at this video only yesterday or just now that I had done so. Clearly, some sort of telepathic or otherwise etheric supra-normal communication between both our consciousness and existences beyond or outside the fabric of time and space, or past/present/future undifferentiated as ONE/ONE-NESS, had temporally suspended the laws of 'normal' or 'conventional' physics in order for me at least to feel the paradox of time so stupendously, does that make sense?!
Again ether (mind) induced upon ether (mind) and very soon I found myself now or into the future hand in hand in some sort of Olympic-level team ballet dancing with our bodies fleetingly and rhythmically wrapped around each other in one contiguous vibration or vibrational music/string/instrument of joy and happiness scoring 10/10!!!!!
Uuuuuugggghhhhhh the ether never dies/ends hence my mind never stops working or inducing itself until another urge or need greater than the one for Charm overcomes me into another realm of my consciousness and existence, this time the need to say a much needed thankful prayer to the Lord Jesus Christ of Heaven and Earth which I do very well at!
But beyond all these I really love how this ravishing feminine beauty, CHARM, had never lost her shine or vibrancy/vitality in her disposition/inclination for the art of dancing despite being so heartbroken and scarred/wounded with an unlawful, unjust and downright immorally and disgracefully behaving ex-bf Soh Ruiyong!!!
The only thing about this video that leaves much to be imagined and desired is the lack of a proper facial frontal aspect for me to uuuugggghhhh appreciate and imbibe myself delightfully with due to the restrictions of mask-wearing for COVID-19 pandemic.......haizzzzz...........
Do I hope one day that my also beloved would-be daughter-in-law CHARM be reunited with prodigal Soh Ruiyong if I can at least compel myself to induce or imagine it first in the ether (my mind)?!!!!
Mhhhhmmmmmm, for that to happen, the conventional laws of physics need to be broken and a new one of the ether become pre-eminent hehehehehehe.......
#LoveyouCHARM
#MissingyousomuchCHARM
#Ruiyongblundered!!!!
#ImsosorryCHARM
#Iknowyouarestillsohurt!!!!
#ohmine
#ohdear
#haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz
#whattodo
