Picture No.1 showing an angle of the most sensually gorgeous ex-gf CHARM.
Picture No.2 showing Soh Ruiyong and his first and most sensually gorgeous ex-gf CHARM in whom I also terribly miss and attract/adore. (2017 November to 2018 September or 10 months old relationship)
Picture No.3 showing Soh Ruiyong's latest and newest girlfriend to my eyes or otherwise antennas/holes NOT AS SENSUALLY gorgeous as CHARM, as well as, surely I believe also NOT AS intellectually intelligent/brilliant as well. (About 2-3 months relationship?)
It has been a whirlwind last 3 days of emotions and emotional roller-coaster as having learned upon the latest romantic partner or girlfriend in mi pequenita hijo Ruiyong's life my mind instantly relieved the stress of all the memories of Ruiyong's exquisitely beautiful and gorgeous ex-gf CHARM insofar as this stress also a certain reluctance or internal resistance surfaced or kept surfacing against this new girl of Ruiyong's to reject her.
This occurs naturally biologically so inside all my organs/members/cells/parts/mind/heart/soul/spirit as ONE/ONE-NESS insofar as a transition, or emotional/mental transition that every father goes through when his son loses and gains a girl or girlfriend, does that make sense like this ladies and gentlemen?!!!
Haaaaiiiizzzzzzzz, ya know I feel like a new wound is going to be created in the future just because the most preceding one hadn't been rectified, does that make sense?!
What wound am I talking about?!
Answer: basically it's the failure or probable failure of mi pequenita hijo Ruiyong's current romantic relationship with his new girlfriend and the uuuuggghhh torment yet again I Daddy Joe KS must be taken through as I have to countenance my own son suffering another serious mental/emotional indeed biological blow to all his organs/members/parts/cells/mind/heart/soul/spirit as ONE/ONE-NESS!!!
It's extremely difficult to go from one relationship to the next without never having truly repaired the uuuuggghhhh metaphysical/epistemological wounds and lingering scars fully from the previous ones, of emotional, mental and spiritual!!! For mi pequenita hijo Ruiyong to have switched 4 damn times and always rebounding in double or triple quick time can only explain 2 possibilities on earth:
1) He is a PROMISCUOUS STUD, to my dismay and embarrassment as a father, being so capricious with women to the point of a foregone degree of immodesty or indecency, ie, he has fondled/touched/caressed/kissed intimately 4 different U-N-M-A-R-R-I-E-D girls on earth mostly originating in Singapore of course and still SEEMINGLY HAS NO CONSCIENCE ABOUT SUCH HEDONISTIC INDULGENCE?!
Having touched romantically in a prolonged no small time manner 4 friggin women on earth unmarried while also being unmarried himself is for me Daddy Joe KS simply eeeerrrrrgggghhhhhh unthinkable.
If it were me Daddy Joe KS having been with 4 different women instead, I would have been greatly outraged with myself to the point of unforgiveness and even self-flagellation and flogging unto the Lord Jesus Christ of Heaven and Earth seeking only utmost f-o-r-g-i-v-e-n-e-s-s and r-e-p-e-n-t-e-n-c-e through fasting and even earthing in unspoiled sea water or sand/soil precisely to rid my body of all the evil spirits of moral/sexual wickedness and abomination that has fornicated my body parts/cells/organs and heart/mind/soul as ONE/ONE-NESS thus greatly sullying and corrupting it as a result of having touched 4 different unmarried women on earth in quick succession not my next-of-kin.
No no no no no no no no, this ain't happening with me Daddy Joe KS, no way under heaven and earth!!!
If I had Soh Ruiyong under my bosom or wing or within sniffing distance right now or over coffee/lunch/dinner, I would be severely reproaching and chastening him so so sooooo hard about the moral gravity or abomination of the situation or otherwise reality of having touched 4 different women on earth that are unmarried and not his next-of-kin or otherwise to the extent that I would have even exercised all my dutiful fatherly responsibility to skin or circumcise him right on the spot as a promise or oath or otherwise divine covenant/ritual/sacrifice to never ever ever ever ever commit such an inglorious act again.
Oh oh oh.............oh oh ohhhhhhhhhhhh dear, shit man.............yuckssssssssssssssssssssssssss
2) The second possibility that can explain why mi pequenita hijo Ruiyong has changed 4 different unmarried women in double quick rebounding time after having touched them intimately regardless of consent (inconsequential!!!) is because he cannot tolerate L-O-N-E-L-I-N-E-S-S!!!
ie, this means Ruiyong does not have the gift of L-O-N-E-L-I-N-E-S-S or I-M-P-R-I-S-O-N-M-E-N-T of carnal/social/sensual/materialistic desires and affections unlike his father which is me Joe KS who has all these right gifts from God by virtue of his out of this world experiencing electrohypersensitivity and multiple chemical sensitivity, does that make sense?!!
Especially mi pequenita hijo Ruiyong after having suffered the most calamitous and catastrophic 2-3 year period of his life from 2019-2022 as is publicly scandalized and infamous, there is loneliness added or compounded DUH!!! The stress of loneliness had been too much for him to shoulder and his go-to DIY non-sexual or non-pornographic method to resolve his loneliness has always been publicly well known, ie, run, train, race and get new PBs, NRs, and medals to get that uplifting uuuuggghhhh even orgasmic or 'orgasmic' dopamine and/or serotonin feel-good precursors to neutralize those cytokines and cortisol overload from the stress of loneliness.
Of course he could also get DIY relief from pornographic centric pleasures either online and in those 4 different unmarried women he had touched intimately one after another in short consecutive order of a few months or year apart.
The fact that he also changed hands with such conscious and existential emphasis 4 different unmarried women in quick succession showed that there was no greater or greatest reliever of his stress or stress of loneliness than fixing, fixating or loving himself romantically with actual physical women, does that make sense like this?!
Otherwise, he could have just kept running and running and running and focused on that alone, or, get relief from that morally detestable pornographic scene(s) rather than loving or having himself with an actual physical girlfriend!
Does that make sense ladies and gentlemen?!
Haizzzzzzzz, what to do lor...................if if if if if if if mi pequenita hijo Ruiyong had only obeyed me Daddy Joe KS enough insofar as to be in favor with me hence having intimate heart-to-heart conversations about life and death and everything else between, I would have revealed to him my secret TECHNIQUE(!!!!!!!!) or method I use to obtain really really really immeasurable and unequally damn good/shiok uuuuggggghhhh satisfaction and pleasure so that it also simultaneously relieves me of my uuuuggggghhhhh loneliness and its stress in electrohypersensitivity and multiple chemical sensitivity!
If only Ruiyong had been a good son enough to therefore actually effortlessly beckoned the answer or secret answer to loneliness from out of my own tongue he would be in a different place today in 2022 or already all this while past!!! For I would have revealed to him like the Master Divine Ruler of Heaven and Earth or otherwise omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent that the weapon against loneliness is the same ONE/ONE-NESS against every single other moral/existential/metaphysical indisposition and/or malady under heaven and earth you name it!!! Everything and anything does not evade the brilliant illumination of This One God who is the Lord and Savior Christ Jesus of Heaven and Earth and his impervious Scripture and its teachings/Commandments pertaining to The Light/Energy/Vibration/Frequency/Phase of human consciousness and existence!!!
Hence further to the truth of The Light/Energy/Vibration of the Savior Lord God of Heaven and Earth, I would have also hastened to admonish mi pequenita hijo that therefore the secret answer to neutralizing one's loneliness is none other than PROTECTING ONESELF COMPLETELY, NOT PARTIALLY, from artificial man-made sin and pollution in the environment especially from modern hostile wireless radiofrequencies!!!
Voila, bingo Ruiyong!!! You see I told you so right?!
If mi pequenita hijo Ruiyong do as I say by fleeing all wireless radiofrequencies of man-made origin on earth, mark my words ladies and gentlemen of Singaporean airspace, one could have isolated him physically from artificial modernity so thoroughly as incarceration yet could never, if he might also try(!!!!), F-E-E-L lonely or loneliness ever.
That feeling ain't existing, ain't no way man and that's because I Daddy Joe KS am LIVING AND WALKING TESTIMONY/EVIDENCE that you can be super duper super duper physically lonely/isolated from artificial modernity without ever losing your mind hence consequently feel lonely ever.
It's my Daddy Joe KS' wish that mi pequenita hijo Ruiyong stops seeing this Asian woman of his new girlfriend immediately. My family does not admit her or ever at all because of Ruiyong's inaptitude and indisposition in every possible manner/form of speech and action thus far in his moral or personal life.
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